In This Room
by
April S.
(Age: 17)
copyright 07-19-2003
Age Rating: 13 to 127
In this room I feel alone.
In this room I have no where to go no where to hide.
I feel the walls closing in.
I feel my heart collapsing.
I hear the screams in my head.
In this room I feel alone in this room I must hold my own.
The thing that makes me feel alone is being with others.
In this room surrounded with people I feel so alone. Yet I know everyone is there for me I don't want them to be near me.
I hear the beats of my heart in this cold dark room.
I feel the pain of my life coming back.
The memories tortured and break my mind.
The feeling of nothingness comes back.
I feel alone in this room surrounded by others.
I feel cold and dead while they give praise.
My heart crumbles and turns to ash as I hear them talk.
My eyes go dark as I think of the past.
Good and bad.
My memories don't matter as I listen to the others laugh and cry.
I wish these memories and feelings would die.
Alone in this darkness not another around.
Alone in this darkness I am never found.
I look alone and walk with none.
I am not the one you knew before I am not the one you think of anymore.
I am the one that walks down the cold streets alone. Not a soul around nothing else to be found.
I walk with no one and speak to none.
I feel the pain of not having others.
I feel the fright of being alone.
I hear the words other say but don't really listen.
I talk to them but never stay.
I wish for someone to help me out.
I wish for a new day where I won't be here.
I don't want to be alone but I am as it seems.
I can't change anything and wish I could.
But in this loneliness I have not learned how to care.
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