Back and Forth
by
Jessalyn Hamby
(Age: 22)
copyright 11-28-2003
Age Rating: 18 to 127
This is a note/poem from my ex and what I wrote back to him.
Dear Jessie,
Don't say good-bye
I really want to say sorry for hurting you
I'm sorry for letting you go
I'm sorry for being such a dick
I'm sorry for letting you know
I'm sorry for blocking
I'm sorry for feeling
I'm sorry for everything I did wrong
My life's fucked up
One huge mistake I refuse to fix
Just so I feel pain
I can't bear to see you
I can't stand to hear you
I want to touch you
Your name, a tattoo upon my soul
A scar that which flares with pain
Pain that hurts but at the same time orgasmic
I can't stand myself right now, or anyone else
I lock myself in my room, darkness aflight
Creating my own artificial night
I'm a whores dirty little slut
While I live I keep feelings shut
You're too good for me, you are the best
I want you to know that so fuck the rest.
Love,
Josh
Dear Josh,
I'm sorry to hear that you feel this way
To your letter I don't know what to say
If you want me to feel bad about this
I can't, I'm locked in loves kiss
Don't be sorry for a damn thing
Our love was just a fling
Why do you stay stuck in this sorrow?
Look for happiness upon life tomorrow
All I can say is I will help you
Other than 'us' there's nothing I can or want to do
I admit it did hurt, but only for awhile
But I moved on and gave a smile
You've done nothing wrong
How long to sing this song?
You told me and now I'm telling you
Move on we're through
I'm sorry if I'm harsh and if this makes you cry
But despite what you say this is goodbye.
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Actually he originally left me for his ex and he was playing all these games with me saying one thing and doing another. Like he said, he really is a dick. He wanted me to wait around forever and he thought I would but I even told him, I don't follow the rules to any game. So I told him bye and now he's pist at me and won't even look at me because I won at his own twisted game.
This did turn out to be an awesome poem though....
What made you leave him, though? From what he wrote he sounds like an incredibly awesome guy (dark, with extreme issues, and slightly possessive, LOL, my friends would kill for someone like that) if you don't me asking why you guys broke up.
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