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I think to myself, will my one moment in time ever come? Will I get to see my name on the Hollywood walk of fame? Will I have that chance to me, to bring my talents to a great level? Will I succeed?
Well There isn't a lot of opportunity in this small town of like only 4 to 5 thousand people. Each day I wake up, knowing that I don't belong here. I want to be somewhere more inspiring, somewhere great, like the city. The city has everything I want. I know its a hard life there but I think, infact I know I will make it.
People are always trying to find ways to put me down, telling me that I will not succeed, not be good at all, just fail. Well failing at something I truly love is the greatest fear of all. Not being able to proceed my career of being a famous actor/author would crush my every little bone inside.
I wonder, what will my life be like ten years from now? Will it be what I wanted, or will I end up working at the local 7/11?
A way for me to escape from the real world is to write. Writing my depressions, writing everything, but latley I simply cannot finish a thing I write, I don't know why. I am just never happy with what I write, does this mean it is the end of the road?
My friend has a pretty GREAT chance of making it into Perpich, which is the best school of Arts in Minnesota, I wanna go there to. I wanna succeed. I wanna be one of the best their ever was. I can't help but to feel jealous, jealous knowing that my friend will succeed.
I watch all these stories on TV about all these rich famous people who were all once small town people, how they succeed, how they make it. I cry sometimes, I do not know why, maybe because how I watch them succeed and well just wish that I could succeed.
Will my day every come, will it? Will I rise? Will I fall?
But What I have realized that nobody and I mean nobody can take my possessions, my gifts away from me because their is a light in me that shines so brightly. They can try, but if you let them in, taking what you believe, or lose faith in your dreams, don't let them in. You know you'll make it.
I know if I do my best, If I try my hardest I could make anything happen, even succeed in my dreams. Maybe my time has not come yet but hopefully it shall come soon, until then all I can do is dream of that day, my moment in time, my time, day, all at once.
I have found out through all of this that the greatest love of all is inside of me, because if I believe in myself, the greatest love of all shines within. Anyone can do anything, if they believe in themselves, always.
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