I don't know why I feel like this again
Don't write, can't write
Here I am again, I wonder why
I thought I was happy, but I want to cry

The reality of my philosophy
My reality is my philosophy
She has come along way, I'd say
Hate all I see is hate
Can you relate?

There is no one here,
The darkness is near
I fed it, it grew
It's my fault, I knew

It's not real,
It's just a deal
Why did you pretend
To be my friend?
You could have told me the truth
I would have defended you until the end

OK so I fell,
Am I condemned to hell?
Can you tell me I'm forgiven?
Do you have proof that he has risen?

Where's my judge, my jury,
The master of my soul?
Is the part of God, your role?

There's no i in team
but I'm all alone
in this dream

The team is over there
And on the bench is where I sit
Put me in coach, I'm ready to play
Ain't life a Bitch?