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I Am Crazy But I'm Not (Prelude to Switched)
by Regina Pate (Age: 29)
copyright 04-27-2006


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  I Am Crazy But I'm Not (Prelude to Switched)
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Sitting here on this hard wood chair
Listing to the air conditioner blow though
Silence unaware

Four a.m.
And I'm awake
Hair still wet from my morning shower

I'm all alone in a hotel room out of town

As I look across the room
I try not to care
That my friends
Are hogging the whole bed

I don't want to bother them
So I'll let them sleep
I know it's my fault
And what I've sown
I now shall reap

I'm crazy, but I'm not

I have this fantasy
I cannot stop
But I know it's not real
I'm just upset
and that's the deal

I am weak

I realized I was naked
and I too
Was ashamed and hid

It sucks to know
That I am human
And I couldn't handle the mess I've made

Now I know
I can't do whatever I want
I can't be the president of the United States
When I grow up

I don't handle grief as well as others
I am nothing
If I am not their mother

I am weak,
I am human
And I don't know
what I was doing

In my eyes
I see no relief soon
But I can't give up on life
I have no choice but to continue

I am crazy,
But I'm not

When something hurts me
I give it all I got
Which is nothing
But I refuse to feel
So I've learned to feel
Nothing at all

I have to if I'm gonna make it
I will break down one day
I know this day is coming
But not now, not today

I still have a long way to go
And if I break down and cry
Then I might as well just
Give up and die

Because it will destroy me
I know
Because it has destroyed me
Once already

So

I am crazy,
But I'm not

My tears
I must not drop

Just let me get through
these final stages
And finish writing
these last few pages

Let me tell my story
Before I go
And my book
For the world to know

That

I was crazy
But I wasn't
I really am
Not Innocent

I cannot plead insanity
My sin was straight up vanity

I am vain
But I'm not insane

But I've paid my penitence
And I've done my sentence
And I'm forgiven
In his blood
I have proof
That he has risen

I fell,
but no,
I am not condemned
to hell

Where's my judge
My jury,
The master of my soul?
Is the part of God your role?

I will one day
have my day in court
And I'll be pardoned
And I'll be rid
Of this ugly wart

If I'm a witch
then burn me at the stake
and give me the same
As my ancestors fate

But then I'll be free
And glory I shall see

Because I know
I have atoned
And I have reaped
What I have sown

But right now
It isn't enough
And, it's really
Kinda rough

To watch my lover
Become my friend
Please,
Just let me make to the end

I confess

I am crazy
but I'm not

I didn't pass the test

Away in a manger
no room for a bed
Make my life my words
right after I'm dead

I'm tired of driving
I want to go home
Give my inner the power to roam

Ease my soul
Give it reason
Nows the time
Tis' the season

I'll go inside
And we'll switch places
Now,
I'm two different girls
With two different faces

I am crazy
But I'm not


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05-05-2006 Roger Crique    

Gina, my darling, you have close to four poems here! But they are all amazingly and intelligently crafted. These poems can easily be turned into songs, lamentations, pleas, or just plain contradictions! I love the contradictory nature of this work. The imagery is fantastic and the flow is kept throughout the whole poem. There is one typo, love, it's in the first stanza, "listing," you meant listening. I just want you to remember to be mindful of the fact that a reader can be easily distracted if whatever he or she is reading is too long. I guess this is your style, but I can assure you that this work was not rated before because of its length. Because I know that you will fix the typo, I will give you five stars and Because I think that this work, in my opinion, has fluidity, imagery and character! You have so much to say and you do it so well, my Queen! That's my girl!


05-05-2006 Richard Reed Jr    

You have a great gift, please make the most of it.
Your poems are very beautiful, but I always seem to notice a bit of meloncholy in each one.

Exceptional write!

Rich


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