Who's standards am I supposed to live up to now? I left home for love and a life with my OWN limits. But who's standards are standard now? Do I live up to his, his family's, mine, or none? Are there general standards of behavior? Now it feels like I'm STILL supposed to please everybody! Where can I take solace if the one I want to take it in isn't anywhere near, and won't let me? When everyone gets upset they seem to target on taking it out on me! I know the world isn't out to get me, there are good times but the bad don't need to be so often, or at least so BAD! I hope this isn't like this for long.... I just want to be with him and make him happy, and keep his family content. Is that possible? Who can say?




Cecilia