Daddy I love you,
Mummy I love you too,
I just want you guys to be happy,
I hope we make you happy.

I know I don't make sense,
I'm home so I should be fine,
I'm so sorry daddy;
I'm not OK.

I'm still me,Self-conscious and hurt,
Past is past,
But some things I can't forget.

I'm quiet,
I'll bite my tongue,
But my bottles cracking,
I won't let it show,
Because I love you.

Lisa you hurt me bad,
More than skin deep,
I'm emotional, I thought I'd built a wall,
But you broke right through;
Tearing right through my heart,
Like I'm an idiot,
And I am,
I'm ashamed.

Music and my son,
My family keep me going,
But how do I explain myself,
When my heads a mess and heavy.

But for you I will hold it high,
Keeping it all hush,
You all make me happy
I just need Hedgehog.

But you can't always be right,
And there isn't anyone who can make me smile,
Or make me cry like that,
I'm an open book to the pain you cause.

You're hurting me,
That I'm crying inside,
I wish I was deaf, well I'm not that far off,
Can't even accomplish my dreams.

Mummy and Daddy,
I love you so that I won't say a word,
Because seeing you guys,
Having you in my life makes me proud.


Written 23.07.09 for my bio parents