I sit here and think. Im letting my heat sink. Heart breaking memories come to mind. Heart beat racing its not hard to find. Crying all night long but not making a sound. So foolish that i let you break my down. Every fight we once had, ended with a "Yeah.. your bad." I wonder wher'd we be if we were still together. But you you, this was always just whatever. Since you fucked up, i was always told to let you go. But like a fool i answered, "I still love him.. so no." You said i wasnt the one you wanted. You gave my heart back 'cause you said you didnt want it. I never though you'd be the one, to put me through so much pain. But i guess it was my fault, 'cause i fell harder by the day. You made a fool outta me, 'cause i really loved you. Fuck it, 'cause me and you were never true. And i cry at the thought that we were never true. 'Cause in my heart, i felt everything for you. I thought i was yours, and you were mine. Clearly i was wrong, 'cause you didnt care how many tears come from my eyes. When i think about our jokes, i just wanna laugh. So stupid and meaningless, how i miss us so bad. I gave you the power to destory me, and i hoped you wouldnt. But when i fell apart and needed fixing, you walked away and said you couldnt. I use to wake up broken 'cause you were no longer mine. Devasted and angry. The last thing i said was, "I'll be fine." But none of this matters 'cause you moved on and so did i. You were nothing but a tool so for you.. i will no longer cry.