I can sit here and tell you how i wish i could have back what we had. Or cry my heart out untill my vision goes bad. But that aint lady like so for right now, just toss me that mic..
im a simple girl with a terrible past. And when i fell hard for you, i knew it was to good to last. I've been cheated and lied to. But i was a fool and didnt know what to do. Stupid and in love, i fell harder by the minute. But little did i know, you were just in it to win it. Fuck what you said 'cause that shit wasnt true. It cut me like a knife 'cause i was falling for you. All the times you said you cared. All those silly moments that we shared. All of that never mattered. All you really did was let my heart shatter. I gave you my heart and i said its for you to keep. But you never realized how many times i cried myself to sleep. And i sit here and wonder, "Do you think about me?" I do sometimes, but we just werent meant to be. Sometimes i wish i could erase my past. 'Cause when i take a look back, i see that none of that was ever suppose to last. I told you i loved you, and that i was attached. But all those times i fell, you were never there to catch. When i think about all the times you looked me in the eyes, i wanna cry 'cause you told me that always and forever wasnt a lie. When you were going through shit, i stayed by your side. Why was it so hard for you to stay by mine? We could've worked but you didnt wanna try, said your done, took your shit, said goodbye, left me crying a fool. What was i suppose to do? You're the one i wanted. The one i needed. But you were nothing but a player, baby now i see it. Every tear that i cried was the result of a deadly game of lies. When things were going bad between me and you, there was never a thing i could do 'cause my love wasnt enough to keep you. You never understood me in the first place. All i ever wanted was to see your face. I hated how you treated me when you were mad. Like if it was my fault shit in your life was bad. Me and you. Oh i mean you and you. 'Cause what we had, was always about you. I gave you everything i had. But you dropped it like it rotten, old and, bad. You never wanted to hear the sounds of my cries. But i cried for the one who told me the most lies. Even though you put me through a lot, im glad to say you're nothing but a horrible past. Now i get it and now i see why we wernt suppose to last. We were nothing but a lie. Nothing left to say but a heart felt goodbye.