That Was Who I Used To Be
by
Lonnie Kornoely
copyright 08-06-2002
Age Rating: 18 to 127
People look at me and juge me for what I used to be. I used to be a dunk and high as a kite. People know I liked to fight all I knew at the time was how to live gang life. That was me and who I used to be you don’t like it you can kiss my ass. I have been locked up in the cuffs spent quality time looking at my life as I sat in my cell I realized how messed up I came to be. That was me and who I used to be if you don’t like it you can kiss my ass.
I don’t bash the people who came to hate me I knew that I messed up and I faced it. I did my time on probation and went through the rest of the system. I did my time and I left my life of crime I don’t drink or get high but people still juge me for who I used to be that was me but not who I have came to be you want to live in the past you can kiss my ass. I am calm I hold a job and do the best I can I lose my temper sometimes but I still stay calm and in control there is no need to get out my heat I don’t carry it anymore there’s really no need.
The last thing I want to say to the people in my life some have been along for the long fight I thank God everyday for all of you that are still there it’s not fair what I put you through but hay I can say I’m better today and I live day by day and I have a stronger faith. For the women in my life what can I say I have messed up so much I don’t know about love but I keep on going by faith and when the rite women comes around for me God will point her in my life and say shes the love of your life.
I just want to say with this and then you will see the end I am the way I am I have fought hard in my life and I try to do things right but some of you still insist on looking at my past well you all can just kiss my ass!
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I just want to add I have got some letters since I posted here from some people who know me and know who I used to be the letters I have got are not very nice so this is to the people who wrote me the hate mail. If this offends any of my other readers I am deply sorry.
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You know, I don't really care for folks who can't let a sleeping dog lie. Your past is your past and I for one know that we all do things we later regret. If I've taken the steps to right the wrongs and changed my actions accordingly... who really cares about the tired a$$ people who have nothing better to do than to wallow in the past and stir up the mire, unable to let a repentant person be! IMHO of course! :-)