Age Rating: 13 +
I know what I'm talking about because I've been there.
And I know what it feels like because I've felt it.
You feel empty, depressed, you shut down and then really don't care.
You think there's no other way out, like you're trapped in a deep dark pit!
So life has no meaning, no worthiness anymore.
You feel all alone in this world filled with hurt and pain.
No one knows, you appear ok, acting as if your soul isn't one big sore.
You don't let them see that you feel ill, crazy, like you're going insane.
Now you make up your mind, your going to end all this tonight!
You look around, gather your things, and put everything in their places.
You don't think about "who" will find you, you don't worry about "their" fright!
After all, you won't know, you're dead, you can't see their faces!
You wake up, in the hospital, your stomach was pumped.
You feel terrible, angry, that your not dead!
Around you, your family, your friends,everyone all stumped.
Asking themselves "what is it I've done, what is it I've said"?
My angels were with me that night, I know for a fact!
I see things I took for granted, like the people I love and who care.
I was lucky to put all that behind me with everything in tacked!
For "Harm None" it is written, and that I wouldn't again dare!
Life still tries me with hurt and distruction.
But I've learned my lesson and refuse to get down.
I've found my peace, my intuition, my instruction.
Now I walk with a smile, for my heart and soul no longer have a frown.