Is this it?
by
Ellis Garcia
(Age: 20)
copyright 12-01-2003
Age Rating: 16 to 127
I went to the Doctors' office
And sat on a black leather bed
He looked at me calmly and smiled very warmly
And with a voice so sweet said
"You're a very Beautiful young girl"
I smiled calmly for I was no longer scared
Obscured by my innocence were his cruel intentions
He looked for my heart and told Mommy to leave
He closed the door
And said "Take off your Jeans"
I obediently did what he said
As these words were whispered in my ear
"Hush little baby, don't say a word"
I closed my eyes
Feeling Darkness coming over me
He lay me down
His hands were on my chest
Touching my Space
His hand slid down
And he touched my secret place
I lay still trying not to cry
I dreamt of a far away place
I dreamt of white
I held my tears back
Feeling cold and sad
I could feel his breath
I could feel his Hands
I Could feel forbidden passion
Slowly taking him inside
Stop I tried to say
But silence was all there was
Angels of Evil Sang
Innocence being torn apart
Life was cold
Time was stained
Tears were my only friend
He made me sit again
He made me promise not to tell
He gave me my clothes
And a kiss on my cheek
He opened the door for I was finally free
He told Mommy everything was Ok
He gave me a Lolly-pop
Thinking it would make me forget
He smiled warmly and said
"You were a very good little girl"
On the way back home I never said a word
Loneliness within me
Fire down my cheeks
Everything was silent
A battle being fought
Memories Awaken
The sun never shines
Life being taken
Is this it?
Is this life?
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I'm glad you had enough courage to write this. I myself had been victimized by sexual abuse, and its hard to oversome it. I still have not. Great work,
-Amanda
OMG!!! I started crying reading this. I thought I was done crying but I'm not....wow. This sent me down memory-lane. I started reading it and ,y heart sank and stopped when I read the second paragraph and second line!! Something similar happened to me but it was a bit different. This is really good. I'm glad you could write about it. It helps stop the bleeding for the torn. Best of luck with the healing.
Now you have both me and Chris to attack the b*stard.
This poem sent me into shock again. No matter how many times I read it, I can't help but shudder every time. To hear it from the victim, instead of hearing it from the accused, as our law classes teach us to.
But you know....that isn't all life is. Life is much, much more. It may take a while to find it, and there will be bumps along the way. But soon you'll find that there is life after the death of innocence. There is happiness after the grieving subsides...it just may never be the same as what you've felt before.